Whose grow can you leave the mother that gets oneself?
谁的成长可以离得开自己的母亲呢?
When me alone person feels sad when, the heart that becomes me begins silent when, want to abandon when me, want to cry when me, want to think of you only, hold out strongly.
当我独自一个人感到难过的时候,当我的心开始沉默的时候,当我想放弃,当我想哭泣,只要想到您,就能坚强地挺下去。
Good year of 30 in the evening, ought be the atmosphere with mirth overweighted sound, and a word of the person that I not matter to me because of however, silent. I walked into toilet silently, push open the door, I what lose reason opened shower, frozen water is prickling each inches of my skin, all over the presence that I frozen can feel wind low-grade fever only, and of tear wanton stream drip. This war lasted for ages, just as one would expect, I was defeated.
大年三十的晚上,本该是欢笑声超载的氛围,而我却因为一个对我无关紧要的人的一句话,沉默。我默默地走进了卫生间,推开门,失去理智的我打开了淋浴,冰冷的水刺痛着我的每一寸肌肤,浑身冰冷的我只能感受到胸口微热的存在,以及泪水的肆意流淌。这场战争持续了好久,果不其然,我输了。
Namely the following day, everybody is very happy that day, first day of the lunar year, beaming, but I am in however towards evening at 6 o'clock when, the head sinks, toppled. Perhaps I should not awake really, I am befuddled after awaking heavy, the ache like abdomen terrific lets me tired be agitated. At that time, you came. I am ambiguous double eye, it is you so, also have you only. You say gently: How is “ met such? Do you eat bad to be opposite? Pitiful child …… blames me to did not take care of your ……” good I am so painful that I a word also says to be not exported, but how I want to tell you everything is my suffer from one's own actions, have nothing to do with you. Inner bear increases the total of deep feeling of grief of body of the upper part of the body, let my desire cry without the tear, the heart is very tired really. At that time you mounted a bed, it is my cuddle in the bosom, your brachial turn ases if is my exclusive crossing, I lean close beside you, shut have sth in mind, silent. You are touching me ceaselessly with your both hands, I want what to say, say to be not exported from beginning to end however.
也就是第二天,那天大家都很开心,大年初一,喜气洋洋,可我却在傍晚六点的时候,脑袋一沉,倒下了。也许我真的不应该醒来,醒来后我昏沉沉的,肚子翻江倒海般的疼痛让我又累又烦躁。这时候,您来了。我模糊着双眼,原来是您,也只有您。您轻柔的说:“怎么会这样?你吃坏了对吧?可怜的孩子……都怪我没照顾好你……”我痛得一句话也说不出口,可我多么想告诉您一切都是我自作自受,与您无关啊。内心的负荷加上身体沉痛的总和,让我欲哭无泪,心真的好累。这时候您爬上了床,把我搂在怀里,您的臂弯仿佛是我唯一的渡口,我依偎在您身边,闭着眼,沉默。您用您的双手不断抚摸着我,我想说些什么,却始终说不出口。
At this moment you helped me take a bottle of drug, I was taken darlingly, but you that tender double eye knitted eyebrow however, it is vexed completely in your eyes and fondly, I am looking at you, silent not language.
这时您帮我拿来了一瓶药,我乖乖地服用了,可您那温柔的双眼却皱了眉,您的眼神里满是懊恼和怜爱,我望着您,沉默不语。
The person has a common fault, pay no attention to to loving your person ignore, and care about by every means however to new person. Such wanting that I am very foolish really. Experienced this thing, I just understand finally, the talented person that loves you only so is worth you to love, they are all the time behind you, only poor you turn round.
人是不是都有一个通病,对爱你的人漠视不理,而对陌生的人却百般在意。这样想想我真的好傻啊。经历了这件事,我才最终明白,原来只有爱你的人才值得你爱,她们一直都在你身后,只差你一个回头。
I won't drop your hand again, the warmth that thanks you illumed me that confused long already heart. My grow, cannot leave you, my mother.
我不会再放下您的手,感谢您的温暖点亮了我那颗迷茫已久的心。我的成长,离不开您,我的母亲。(文/夏珑洋)